embrosia04: gray i need to talk
embrosia04: sj made me really uncomfortable
embrosia04: gray why are you ignoring me
embrosia04: gray don't pretend i don't exist. this is
really important and its about your friend
Auto response from graysiecat04: I am away from
my computer right now.
embrosia04: come on
graysiecat04: fine
graysiecat04: i'm thelonelysealion
graysiecat04: i didn't want you talking to my friend
graysiecat04: em
graysiecat04: i fucked up
graysiecat04: im sorry
graysiecat04: i lied to you
embrosia04: why did i even trust you
embrosia04: you sheltered SJ away again
embrosia04: gray, how did you make this even worse?
do you love me? were you trying to test the waters of
confessing to me?? i want you to be honest with me
embrosia04: or we arent friends
graysiecat04: that was a prank
graysiecat04: i could've just ignored you again em
graysiecat04: but i want to do better
graysiecat04: and once i created the account i felt like
it was too late
embrosia04: im so confused. i feel like im going to cry
embrosia04: are you going to let me see SJ for real
this time now? why did you do all this
embrosia04: i have so many questions
graysiecat04: im really possessive of SJ. they
sometimes feel like the perfect friend to me. you've had
your own issues sometimes, and it feels like I can
always just run to SJ to avoid having to talk about our
own issues
graysiecat04: you can ask more, okay
graysiecat04: im probably gonna cry too
graysiecat04: i feel so bad
graysiecat04: i know its fucked up but sometimes i get
like this
graysiecat04: you're possessive of me as well
graysiecat04: and that made me mad even though you
let me talk to SJ again
embrosia04: i originally told you to leave SJ cause they
treated you horribly.. i wasn't being possessive
graysiecat04: yeah i know... but i think that's just a
excuse
graysiecat04: it was fun
graysiecat04: i got away from my parents and we did
crazy shit
graysiecat04: well
graysiecat04: they don't do any of that anymore
graysiecat04: they've really changed
graysiecat04: their crazy antics were SO fun though. i
remember when we broke the swing once
graysiecat04: at a playground
embrosia04: so fun was just breaking random shit in
public?
embrosia04: not even with anyone else?
graysiecat04: yep, pretty much
graysiecat04: you're acting like we didn't do random
shit either
embrosia04: promise me you wont do this again
embrosia04: i cant even really talk right now im crying
graysiecat04: i promise
graysiecat04: im a shitty friend
graysiecat04: i took advantage of you em`2
graysiecat04 returned at 7:15:18 PM.
graysiecat04: i used that account to ask about how
you feel about me, because i was insecure about it
embrosia04: typo
embrosia04: xd
embrosia04: sorry im being stupid
embrosia04: i stopped crying
graysiecat04: im sorry
embrosia04: SJ still treated you horribly
embrosia04: when you guys stopped being friends, i
remember you were really mad
embrosia04: then suddenly a year later you're friends
again, and really close, and shutting me out and
embrosia04: nevermind
embrosia04: i dont need to meet sj
embrosia04: and im glad you apologized for this
because this hurt
embrosia04: if i meet sj it should be in person
graysiecat04: oh god
graysiecat04: im going to have to tell SJ about all this
graysiecat04: remember when you said you'll make
sure I won't be anxious while talking to each other
embrosia04: that was like, a week ago
graysiecat04: i want you to keep that promise
graysiecat04: im still really scared to talk
graysiecat04: especially after i lied to you, and
basically mocked you with my fucking prank
graysiecat04: i gtg em
graysiecat04: dinner
graysiecat04 is away at 7:39:42 PM.
embrosia04: i still wanna talk, wait
embrosia04: why
embrosia04: why do I always wanna talk when he
leaves??
embrosia04: one day, we'll have the perfect
conversation and it will not end abruptly like this
embrosia04: sighs